The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 02, No. 12, October, 1858 by Various
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Since daybreak he had stood before the window. The evening before, the
stone had been rolled away from the door of his sepulchre,--not by an angel, neither by force of the resistless Life-spirit within, shall it be said? Who knows that it was _not_ by an angel? who shall aver it was _not_ by the resistless Life? At least, he was here,--brought from the cell he had occupied these five years,--brought from the arms of Death. His window below had looked on a dead stone-wall; this break in the massive masonry gave heaven and earth to him. The first ray of daylight saw him dragging his feeble body to the window. He did not remove from that post till the rain was over,--nor then, except for a moment. As the clouds rose from the sea, he watched them. How strange was the aspect of all things! Thus, while he had lived and not beheld, these trees had waved, these waters rolled, these clouds gathered,--grass had grown, and flowers unfolded; for he saw the scarlet bloom before Elizabeth plucked it. And all this while he had lived like a dead man, unaware! Not so; but now he remembered not the days, when, conscious of all this life, he had deathly despair in his heart, and stones alone for friends. Imprisonment and solitude had told upon the man. He was still young, and one whom Nature and culture had fitted for no obscure station in the world. He could, by every evidence he gave, perform no mere commonplaces of virtue or of vice. The world's ways would not assign his limitation. He was capable of devising and of executing great things,--and had proved the power; and to this his presence testified, even in dilapidation and listlessness. His repose was the repose of helplessness,--not that of grace or nature. The opening of this prospect with the daylight had not the |
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