her yet, and I don't believe I ever will," said Mercy. "You'll never make
me think it's right, Mr. Allen. What a good Jesuit you'd have made,
wouldn't you?"

Mr. Allen colored. "Oh, child, how unjust you are!" he exclaimed. "But it
must be all my stupid way of putting things. One of these days, you'll see
it all differently."

And she did. Firm as were her resolutions to tell her mother every thing,
she could not find courage to tell her about the verses and the price paid
for them. Again and again she had approached the subject, and had been
frightened back,--sometimes by her own unconquerable dislike to speaking
of her poetry; sometimes, as in the instance above, by an outbreak on her
mother's part of indignation at the bare suggestion of her earning money.
After that conversation, Mercy resolved within herself to postpone the day
of the revelation, until there should be more to tell and more to show.

"If ever I have a hundred dollars, I'll tell her then," she thought. "So
much money as that would make it seem better to her. And I will have a
good many verses by that time to read to her." And so the secret grew
bigger and heavier, and yet Mercy grew more used to carrying it, until she
herself began to doubt whether Mr. Allen were not right, after all; and if
it would not be a pity to trouble the feeble old heart with a needless
perplexity and pain.




Chapter V.