Within the Tides by Joseph Conrad
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away from her that thought. He spoke, quietly ironic at first.
"Ha! the legendary Renouard of sensitive idiots--the ruthless adventurer--the ogre with a future. That was a parrot cry, Miss Moorsom. I don't think that the greatest fool of them all ever dared hint such a stupid thing of me that I killed men for nothing. No, I had noticed this man in a hotel. He had come from up country I was told, and was doing nothing. I saw him sitting there lonely in a corner like a sick crow, and I went over one evening to talk to him. Just on impulse. He wasn't impressive. He was pitiful. My worst enemy could have told you he wasn't good enough to be one of Renouard's victims. It didn't take me long to judge that he was drugging himself. Not drinking. Drugs." "Ah! It's now that you are trying to murder him," she cried. "Really. Always the Renouard of shopkeepers' legend. Listen! I would never have been jealous of him. And yet I am jealous of the air you breathe, of the soil you tread on, of the world that sees you--moving free--not mine. But never mind. I rather liked him. For a certain reason I proposed he should come to be my assistant here. He said he believed this would save him. It did not save him from death. It came to him as it were from nothing--just a fall. A mere slip and tumble of ten feet into a ravine. But it seems he had been hurt before up-country--by a horse. He ailed and ailed. No, he was not a steel-tipped man. And his poor soul seemed to have been damaged too. It gave way very soon." "This is tragic!" Felicia Moorsom whispered with feeling. Renouard's lips twitched, but his level voice continued |
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