Twixt Land and Sea by Joseph Conrad
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chance of a broken head at the end of all this--most likely. My
mortification was extreme. The scandal would be horrible; that was unavoidable. But how to act so as to satisfy myself I did not know. I stood on my guard and at any rate faced him. There was nothing else for it. Of one thing I was certain, that, however brazen my attitude, it could never equal the characteristic Jacobus impudence. He gave me his melancholy, glued smile and sat down. I own I was relieved. The perspective of passing from kisses to blows had nothing particularly attractive in it. Perhaps--perhaps he had seen nothing? He behaved as usual, but he had never before found me alone on the verandah. If he had alluded to it, if he had asked: "Where's Alice?" or something of the sort, I would have been able to judge from the tone. He would give me no opportunity. The striking peculiarity was that he had never looked up at me yet. "He knows," I said to myself confidently. And my contempt for him relieved my disgust with myself. "You are early home," I remarked. "Things are very quiet; nothing doing at the store to-day," he explained with a cast-down air. "Oh, well, you know, I am off," I said, feeling that this, perhaps, was the best thing to do. "Yes," he breathed out. "Day after to-morrow." This was not what I had meant; but as he gazed persistently on the |
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