Twixt Land and Sea by Joseph Conrad
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have you got, Captain?" he inquired with awful directness.
It was my turn to face him squarely. I did so and mentioned the amount I could dispose of. And I perceived that he was disappointed. He thought it over, his calculating gaze lost in mine, for quite a long time before he came out in a thoughtful tone with the rapacious suggestion: "You could draw some more from your charterers. That would be quite easy, Captain." "No, I couldn't," I retorted brusquely. "I've drawn my salary up to date, and besides, the ship's accounts are closed." I was growing furious. I pursued: "And I'll tell you what: if I could do it I wouldn't." Then throwing off all restraint, I added: "You are a bit too much of a Jacobus, Mr. Jacobus." The tone alone was insulting enough, but he remained tranquil, only a little puzzled, till something seemed to dawn upon him; but the unwonted light in his eyes died out instantly. As a Jacobus on his native heath, what a mere skipper chose to say could not touch him, outcast as he was. As a ship-chandler he could stand anything. All I caught of his mumble was a vague--"quite correct," than which nothing could have been more egregiously false at bottom--to my view, at least. But I remembered--I had never forgotten--that I must see the girl. I did not mean to go. I meant to stay in the house till I had seen her once more. "Look here!" I said finally. "I'll tell you what I'll do. I'll |
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