Great Possessions by David Grayson
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"Why, yes, it _is_ simple."
I saw that my friend was undergoing some deep inner change of which this room, this renovated barn, were mere symbols. "Tell me," I said, "how you came to such a right-about-face." "It's just that!" she returned earnestly, "It _is_ a right-about-face. I think I am really in earnest for the first time in my life." I had a moment of flashing wonder if her marriage had not been in earnest, a flashing picture of Richard Starkweather with his rather tired, good-humoured face, and I wondered if her children were not earnest realities to her, if her busy social life had meant nothing. Then I reflected that we all have such moments, when the richest experiences of the past seem as nothing in comparison with the fervour of this glowing moment. "Everything in my life in the past," she was saying, "seems to have happened to me. Life has done things _for_ me; I have had so few chances of doing anything for myself." "And now you are expressing yourself." "Almost for the first time in my life!" She paused. "All my life, it seems to me, I have been smothered with things. Just things! Too much of everything. All my time has been taken up in caring for things and none in enjoying them." |
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