Dawn by H. Rider (Henry Rider) Haggard
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She listened in silence; then rising from her chair, said, with a
gesture infinitely tragic in its simplicity: "Then it is finished; before God and man I renounce him. Listen," she went on, turning to her father-in-law, "I loved your son, he won my heart; but, though he said he loved me, I suspected him of playing fast and loose with me, on the one hand, and with my friend, Maria Lee, on the other. So I determined to go away, and told him so. Then it was that he offered to marry me at once, if I would change my purpose. I loved him, and I consented--yes, because I loved him so, I consented to even more. I agreed to keep the marriage secret from you. You see what it has led to. I, a Von Holtzhausen, and the last of my name, stand here a byword and a scorn; my story will be found amusing at every dinner-table in the country-side, and my shame will even cling to my unborn child. This is the return he has made me for my sacrifice of self-respect, and for consenting to marry him at all; to outrage my love and make me a public mockery." "We have been accustomed," broke in the old squire, his pride somewhat nettled, "to consider our own a good family to marry into. You do not seem to share that view." "Good; yes, there is plenty of your money for those who care for it; but, sir, as I told your son, it is not a _family_. He did me no honour in marrying me, though I was nothing but a German companion, with no dower but her beauty. I,"--and here she flung her head back with an air of ineffable pride--"did him the honour. My ancestors, sir, were princes, when his were plough-boys." "Well, well," answered the old man, testily, "ten generations of |
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