Dawn by H. Rider (Henry Rider) Haggard
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she had just passed, all helped to break her down. Running downstairs
into the dining-room, she threw herself on a sofa, and gave full passage to her grief. Presently she became aware that she was not alone. Philip stood before her, or, rather, the wreck of him whom she knew as Philip. Indeed, it was hard to recognize in this scared man, with dishevelled hair, white and trembling lips, and eyes ringed round with black, the bold, handsome youth whom she had loved. The sight of him stayed her sorrow, and a sense of her bitter injuries rushed in upon her. "What do you want with me?" she asked. "Want! I want forgiveness. I am crushed, Maria, crushed--quite crushed," and he put his hands to his face and sobbed. She answered him with the quiet dignity that good women can command in moments of emergency--dignity of a very different stamp from Hilda's haughty pride, but perhaps as impressive in its way. "You ask forgiveness of me, and say that you are crushed. Has it occurred to you that, without fault of my own, except the fault of trusting you as entirely as I loved you, I too am crushed? Do you know that you have wantonly, or to gain selfish ends, broken my heart, blighted my name, and driven me from my home, for I can live here no more? Do you understand that you have done me one of the greatest injuries one person can do to another? I say, do you know all this, Philip Caresfoot, and, knowing it, do you still ask me to forgive you? Do you think it possible that I _can_ forgive?" He had never heard her speak like this before, and did not remember |
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