Dawn by H. Rider (Henry Rider) Haggard
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conceal my thoughts from a person of your perception."
"Well, well, perhaps you are right: it is difficult to trust oneself, much less any one else. At any rate," she said, with a bitter smile, "you have given me Bellamy, a start in society, and a sapphire necklace. In twenty years, I hope, if the fates are kind, to have lost Bellamy on the road--he is really unendurable--to rule society, and to have as many sapphire necklaces and other fine things as I care for. In enumerating my qualities, you omitted one, ambition." "With your looks, your determination, and your brains, there is nothing that you will not be able to do if you set your mind to it, and don't make an enemy of your devoted friend." And thus the conversation ended. Now little Bellamy had, after much anxious thought, just about this time come to a bold determination--namely, to asset his marital authority over Mrs. Bellamy. Indeed, his self-pride was much injured by the treatment he received at his wife's hands, for it seemed to him that he was utterly ignored in his own house. In fact, it would not be too much to say that he _was_ an entire nonentity. He had married Mrs. Bellamy for love, or rather from fascination, though she had nothing in the world--married her in a fortnight from the time that George had first introduced him. When he had walked out of church with his beautiful bride, he had thought himself the luckiest man in London, whereas now he could not but feel that matrimony had not fulfilled his expectations. In the first place, Love's young dream--he was barely thirty--came to a rude awakening, for, once married, it was impossible --though he had, in common with the majority of little men, a |
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