Renascence and Other Poems by Edna St. Vincent Millay
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The room is full of you! -- As I came in And closed the door behind me, all at once A something in the air, intangible, Yet stiff with meaning, struck my senses sick! -- Sharp, unfamiliar odors have destroyed Each other room's dear personality. The heavy scent of damp, funereal flowers, -- The very essence, hush-distilled, of Death -- Has strangled that habitual breath of home Whose expiration leaves all houses dead; And wheresoe'er I look is hideous change. Save here. Here 'twas as if a weed-choked gate Had opened at my touch, and I had stepped Into some long-forgot, enchanted, strange, Sweet garden of a thousand years ago And suddenly thought, "I have been here before!" You are not here. I know that you are gone, And will not ever enter here again. And yet it seems to me, if I should speak, Your silent step must wake across the hall; If I should turn my head, that your sweet eyes Would kiss me from the door. -- So short a time To teach my life its transposition to This difficult and unaccustomed key! -- The room is as you left it; your last touch -- A thoughtless pressure, knowing not itself As saintly -- hallows now each simple thing; |
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