Renascence and Other Poems by Edna St. Vincent Millay
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Across the page, beneath the weight you bear?
How can you fall apart, whom such a theme Has bound together, and hereafter aid In trivial expression, that have been So hideously dignified? -- Would God That tearing you apart would tear the thread I strung you on! Would God -- O God, my mind Stretches asunder on this merciless rack Of imagery! O, let me sleep a while! Would I could sleep, and wake to find me back In that sweet summer afternoon with you. Summer? 'Tis summer still by the calendar! How easily could God, if He so willed, Set back the world a little turn or two! Correct its griefs, and bring its joys again! We were so wholly one I had not thought That we could die apart. I had not thought That I could move, -- and you be stiff and still! That I could speak, -- and you perforce be dumb! I think our heart-strings were, like warp and woof In some firm fabric, woven in and out; Your golden filaments in fair design Across my duller fibre. And to-day The shining strip is rent; the exquisite Fine pattern is destroyed; part of your heart Aches in my breast; part of my heart lies chilled In the damp earth with you. I have been torn In two, and suffer for the rest of me. What is my life to me? And what am I |
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