The Grip of Desire by Hector France
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"In whatever place I was, whatever
occupation I imposed on myself, I could not think of women, the sight of a woman made me tremble. How many times have I risen at night, bathed in sweat, to fasten my mouth on our ramparts, feeling myself ready to suffocate." A. DE MUSSET (_Confession d'un enfant du Siècle_). It was the other. He was soon obliged to confess this to himself; for slumber abandoned his couch. In vain in the day-time he wearied his body under the labour which kills thought. He sought to fly from the seductive image. He did not go out, for fear of seeing her. He rushed upon every hard and unfruitful labour that he could find. He rooted up his trees in order to re-plant them elsewhere; dug useless banks in his garden; changed his library from its place, and carried one after another his enormous folios to the upper story. He would have liked to go upon the road, sit at the bottom of some ditch, and take the stone-breaker's hammer. But the thought which he silenced by day, took its revenge by night. How many times, during the long silent hours, his servant heard him get up all at once and march with long steps in his room, as if he had to accomplish some terrible vow. It was the devil, whispering low mysterious words in his ear, while his impetuous desires constrained him with all the power of his vitality. He |
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