The Grip of Desire by Hector France
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way all traced out? I must continue my career, and let myself go with the
current of life. Is it then so hard? Why delude myself with phantoms? I will try to slay the muttering passions, to drive away the fits of ambition which rise to my brain; and perhaps by dint of subduing all that is rebellious in me, I shall come to follow piously the line marked out by my superiors. I will watch patiently amidst my flock, by the corner of my fire, among the Fathers and my weariness. "Weariness, that cold demon with the gloomy eye, but I will remain chaste ... and after a life filled with little nothingnesses and little works I shall pass away in peace in the bosom of the Lord. And there is my life. Nothing else to choose. No turning aside to the right or to the left. I must remain a martyr, a martyr to my duty, or an apostate, and infamous renegade. The triumph or the shame!" And, as he just uttered these words with bitterness, a soft voice answered like an echo: --The shame? The Curé started and raised his head. His lamp was out, and the dying embers on the hearth cast only a feeble light into the room. He distinguished, however, a few steps from him the outline of a woman's form. --Who is there? he cried with a sort of terror. The shadowy outline stood forth more clearly. |
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