The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 08, No. 47, September, 1861 by Various
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listen to my directions. Shun this young man; let nothing ever lead
you to listen to another word from him; you must not even look at him, should you meet, but turn away your head and repeat a prayer. I do not forbid you to practise the holy work of intercession for his soul, but it must be on these conditions. "My father," said Agnes, "you may rely on my obedience"; and, kneeling, she kissed his hand. He drew it suddenly away, with a gesture of pain and displeasure. "Pardon a sinful child this liberty," said Agnes. "You know not what you do," said the father, hastily. "Go, my daughter,--go, at once; I will confer with you some other time"; and hastily raising his hand in an attitude of benediction, he turned and went into the confessional. "Wretch! hypocrite! whited sepulchre!" he said to himself,--"to warn this innocent child against a sin that is all the while burning in my own bosom! Yes, I do love her,--I do! I, that warn her against earthly love, I would plunge into hell itself to win hers! And yet, when I know that the care of her soul is only a temptation and a snare to me, I cannot, will not give her up! No, I cannot!--no, I will not! Why should I _not_ love her? Is she not pure as Mary herself? Ah, blessed is he whom such a woman leads! And I--I--have condemned myself to the society of swinish, ignorant, stupid monks,--I must know no such divine souls, no such sweet communion! Help me, blessed Mary!--help a miserable sinner!" |
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