Sacred and Profane Love by Arnold Bennett
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'I have deceived myself--in my quest of sympathy,' he said.
'Can you be sure that, in your quest of sympathy, you are not deceiving yourself tonight?' 'Yes,' he cried quickly, 'I can.' And he sprang up and almost ran to the piano. 'You remember the D flat Prelude?' he said, breaking into the latter part of the air, and looking at me the while. 'When I came to that note and caught your gaze'--he struck the B flat and held it--'I knew that I had found sympathy. I knew it! I knew it! I knew it! Do you remember?' 'Remember what?' 'The way we looked at each other.' 'Yes,' I breathed, 'I remember.' 'How can I thank you? How can I thank you?' He seemed to be meditating. His simplicity, his humility, his kindliness were more than I could bear. 'Please do not speak like that,' I entreated him, pained. 'You are the greatest artist in the world, and I am nobody--nobody at all. I do not know why I am here. I cannot imagine what you have seen in me. Everything is a mystery. All I feel is that I am in your presence, and that I am not worthy to be. No matter how long I live, I shall never experience again the joy that I have now. But if you talk about thanking me, I must run away, because I cannot stand it--and--and--you haven't played for me, and |
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