Balcony Stories by Grace E. King
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page 43 of 129 (33%)
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not take a more heavenly way, even from beloved to beloved.
It was the week before marriage, that week when, more than one's whole life afterward, one's heart feels most longing--most--well, in fact, it was the week before marriage. From Sunday to Sunday, that was all the time to be passed. Adorine--women live through this week by the grace of God, or perhaps they would be as unreasonable as the men--Adorine could look across the prairie to the little red roof during the day, and could think across it during the night, and get up before day to look across again--longing, longing all the time. Of course one must supply all this from one's own imagination or experience. But Adorine could sing, and she sang. One might hear, in a favorable wind, a gunshot, or the barking of a dog from one place to the other, so that singing, as to effect, was nothing more than the voicing of her looking and thinking and longing. When one loves, it is as if everything was known of and seen by the other; not only all that passes in the head and heart, which would in all conscience be more than enough to occupy the other, but the talking, the dressing, the conduct. It was then that the back hair was braided and the front curled more and more beautifully every day, and that the calico dresses became stiffer and stiffer, and the white crochet lace collar broader and lower in the neck. At thirteen she was beautiful enough to startle one, they say, but that was nothing; she spent time and care upon these things, as if, like other women, her fate seriously depended upon them. There is no self-abnegation like that of a woman in love. |
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