The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 03, No. 18, April, 1859 by Various
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more power over him than any recollections of the past. The influence of
the living woman at his side was greater, for the moment, than that of any absent love. In an evil hour, he committed himself to another. She was, doubtless, formed to inspire his passion and to return it. But he was not free, and had no right to linger on forbidden ground. For weeks, nay, months, he lived this false and wicked life, of a different mind every day, and lacking the courage to meet the difficulty. At last he became sure that his love belonged where his faith was due,--that, if he would not live a wretched hypocrite, he must humble himself to confess his criminal weakness, and return to his first engagement." He paused; he might well do so. Marcia, with some difficulty, was able to say, through her chattering teeth,-- "You seem to take a deep interest in this weak-minded person." "I do,--the deepest. I am the man." She rose to her feet, and, looking scornfully down upon him, exclaimed,-- "Then you acknowledge yourself a villain!--not from premeditation, which would give your baseness some dignity, but a weakly fool, so tossed about by Fate that he is made a villain without either desire or resistance!" "You may overwhelm me with reproaches; I am prepared for them; I deserve them. But God only knows through what a season of torture I have passed to come to this determination." |
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