John Caldigate by Anthony Trollope
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any way his. So he asked and listened to much about Richard Shand, and
the mode of gold-finding practised among the diggings in New South Wales. When the old butler had gone he was even more free, speaking of things that were past, not only without anger, but, as far as possible, without chagrin,--treating his son as a person altogether free from any control of his. 'I dare say it is all for the best,' he said. 'It is well at any rate to try to think so, sir,' replied John, conscience-stricken as to his own faults. 'I doubt whether there would have been anything for you to do here,--or at least anything that you would have done. You would have had too much ambition to manage this little estate under me, and not enough of industry, I fear, to carry you to the front in any of the professions. I used to think of the bar.' 'And so did I.' 'But when I found that the Babingtons had got hold of you, and that you liked horses and guns, better than words and arguments----' 'I never did, sir.' 'It seemed so.' 'Of course I have been weak.' 'Do not suppose for a moment that I am finding fault. It would be of no |
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