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Fenton's Quest by M. E. (Mary Elizabeth) Braddon
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dulness which seems to prevail in such households upon a summer Sunday
evening; a kind of palpable emptiness which sets a man speculating how
many years he may have to live, and how many such Sundays he may have to
spend. He is apt to end by wondering a little whether life is really
worth the trouble it costs, when almost the best thing that can come of
it is a condition of comfortable torpor like this.

Gilbert Fenton put down his cup and went over to one of the open windows.
It was nearly as dark as it was likely to be that midsummer night. A new
moon was shining faintly in the clear evening sky; and here and there a
solitary star shone with a tremulous brightness. The shadows of the trees
made spots of solemn darkness on the wide lawn before the windows, and a
warm faint sweetness came from the crowded flower-beds, where all the
flowers in this light were of one grayish silvery hue.

"It's almost too warm an evening for the house," said Gilbert; "I think
I'll take a stroll."

"I'd come with you, old fellow, but I've been all round the farm, and I'm
dead beat," said good-natured Martin Lister.

"Thanks, Martin; I wouldn't think of disturbing you. You look the picture
of comfort in that easy-chair. I shall only stay long enough to finish a
cigar."

He walked slowly across the lawn--a noble stretch of level greensward
with dark spreading cedars and fine old beeches scattered about it; he
walked slowly towards the gates, lighting his cigar as he went, and
thinking. He was thinking of his past life, and of his future. What was
it to be? A dull hackneyed course of money-making, chequered only by the
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