The Jolly Corner by Henry James
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the baseless sense of a reprieve, his three absences; and the result of
the third was to confirm the after-effect of the second. On his return that night--the night succeeding his last intermission--he stood in the hall and looked up the staircase with a certainty more intimate than any he had yet known. "He's _there_, at the top, and waiting--not, as in general, falling back for disappearance. He's holding his ground, and it's the first time--which is a proof, isn't it? that something has happened for him." So Brydon argued with his hand on the banister and his foot on the lowest stair; in which position he felt as never before the air chilled by his logic. He himself turned cold in it, for he seemed of a sudden to know what now was involved. "Harder pressed?--yes, he takes it in, with its thus making clear to him that I've come, as they say, 'to stay.' He finally doesn't like and can't bear it, in the sense, I mean, that his wrath, his menaced interest, now balances with his dread. I've hunted him till he has 'turned'; that, up there, is what has happened--he's the fanged or the antlered animal brought at last to bay." There came to him, as I say--but determined by an influence beyond my notation!--the acuteness of this certainty; under which however the next moment he had broken into a sweat that he would as little have consented to attribute to fear as he would have dared immediately to act upon it for enterprise. It marked none the less a prodigious thrill, a thrill that represented sudden dismay, no doubt, but also represented, and with the selfsame throb, the strangest, the most joyous, possibly the next minute almost the proudest, duplication of consciousness. "He has been dodging, retreating, hiding, but now, worked up to anger, he'll fight!"--this intense impression made a single mouthful, as it were, of terror and applause. But what was wondrous was that the |
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