Ailsa Paige by Robert W. (Robert William) Chambers
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conscience; and I suppose you couldn't strangle it. I am sorry you
couldn't. Sometimes a strangled conscience makes men kinder." Colonel Arran rang. A dark flush had overspread his forehead; he turned to the butler. "Bring me the despatch box which stands on: my study table." Berkley, hands behind his back, was pacing the dining-room carpet. "Would you accept a glass of wine?" asked Colonel Arran in a low voice. Berkley wheeled on him with a terrible smile. "Shall a man drink wine with the slayer of souls?" Then, pallid face horribly distorted, he stretched out a shaking arm. "Not that you ever could succeed in getting near enough to murder _hers_! But you've killed mine. I know now what died in me. It was that! . . . And I know now, as I stand here excommunicated by you from all who have been born within the law, that there is not left alive in me one ideal, one noble impulse, one spiritual conviction. I am what your righteousness has made me--a man without hope; a man with nothing alive in him except the physical brute. . . . Better not arouse that." "You do not know what you are saying, Berkley"--Colonel Arran choked; turned gray; then a spasm twitched his features and he grasped the arms of his chair, staring at Berkley with burning eyes. |
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