A Brief Memoir with Portions of the Diary, Letters, and Other Remains, - of Eliza Southall, Late of Birmingham, England by Eliza Southall
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and enjoy, I hope, innocently.
_Sixth-day_. School, more encouraged than sometimes: got on well with geography-class; visited various poor people,--feeling very useless, but some satisfaction. Oh, it were a sweet thing to do good from the right motive, as a _natural_ effect of love. I fear I do my poor share more to satisfy conscientiousness; and that is a dull thing. _3d Mo. 17th_. Faith small, world strong; but this evening something like grasping after "the childly life beyond." A childly life I want. Oh for simplicity, faith, quietness, self-renunciation! Yesterday rode alone to Wheal, Sister's mine. Gave W.B. tracts for the girls. Thence to Captain N., to get his daughters to collect for Bibles. His nice wife seemed interested; said it was very needful. Many families had not a Bible there; the place a century behind the West. Rode home dripping, but glad that I had not been turned back. Learned part of the 42d Psalm in German. _3d Mo. 27th_. What testimony of gratitude can I record to that tender mercy which has drawn near to me this evening? Oh that the "Anon with joy" reception may not be united with the "no root in myself"! I have thought of the Israelitish wanderings, caused by faithless folly in refusing to "go up |
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