Between the Dark and the Daylight by William Dean Howells
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He had always said to himself that there could be no persistence of
personality, of character, of identity, of consciousness, except through memory; yet here, to the last implication of temperament, they all persisted. The soul that was passing in its integrity through time without the helps, the crutches, of remembrance by which his own personality supported itself, why should not it pass so through eternity without that loss of identity which was equivalent to annihilation? Her waiting eyes recalled him from his inquiry, and with an effort he answered, "Yes, I think you do have your being here and now, Miss Gerald, to an unusual degree." "And you don't think that is wrong?" "Wrong? Why? How?" "Oh, I don't know." She looked round, and her eye fell upon her father waiting for them in his carriage beside the walk. The sight supplied her with the notion which Lanfear perceived would not have occurred otherwise. "Then why doesn't papa want me to remember things?" "I don't know," Lanfear temporized. "Doesn't he?" "I can't always tell. Should--should _you_ wish me to remember more than I do?" "I?" She looked at him with entreaty. "Do you think it would make my father happier if I did?" |
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