Between the Dark and the Daylight by William Dean Howells
page 87 of 181 (48%)
page 87 of 181 (48%)
![]() | ![]() |
|
those illusions hovering closer and closer about him, he had no longer
the courage, the strength. He had barely enough of either to get away to Boston. He found his doctor this time, after winning and losing the wager he made himself that he would not have returned to town yet, and the good-fortune was almost too much for his shaken nerves. The cordial of his friend's greeting--they had been chums at Harvard--completed his overthrow. As he sank upon the professional sofa, where so many other cases had been diagnosticated, he broke into tears. "Hello, old fellow!" the doctor said, encouragingly, and more tenderly than he would have dealt with some women. "What's up?" "Jim," Alford found voice to say, "I'm afraid I'm losing my mind." The doctor smiled provisionally. "Well, that's _one_ of the signs you're not. Can you say how?" "Oh yes. In a minute," Alford sobbed, and when he had got the better of himself he told his friend the whole story. In the direct examination he suppressed Mrs. Yarrow's part, but when the doctor, who had listened with smiling seriousness, began to cross-examine him with the question, "And you don't remember that any outside influence affected the recurrence of the illusions, or did anything to prevent it?" Alford answered promptly: "Oh yes. There was a woman who did." "A woman? What sort of a woman?" Alford told. "That is very curious," the doctor said. "I know a man who used to have a distressing dream. He broke it up by telling his wife about it every |
|