Clarissa Harlowe; or the history of a young lady — Volume 8 by Samuel Richardson
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is impossible to tell thee, how easy and safe he thought himself in my
company, for the first part of the night: A drowning man will catch at a straw, the proverb well says: and a straw was I, with respect to any real help I could give him. He often awaked in terrors; and once calling out for me, Dear Belford, said he, Where are you!--Oh! There you are!--Give me your friendly hand!--Then grasping it, and putting his clammy, half-cold lips to it--How kind! I fear every thing when you are absent. But the presence of a friend, a sympathising friend--Oh! how comfortable! But, about four in the morning, he frighted me much: he waked with three terrible groans; and endeavoured to speak, but could not presently--and when he did,--Jack, Jack, Jack, five or six times repeated he as quick as thought, now, now, now, save me, save me, save me--I am going--going indeed! I threw my arms about him, and raised him upon his pillow, as he was sinking (as if to hide himself) in the bed-clothes--And staring wildly, Where am I? said he, a little recovering. Did you not see him? turning his head this way and that; horror in his countenance; Did you not see him? See whom, see what, my dear Belton! O lay me upon the bed again, cried he!--Let me not die upon the floor!-- Lay me down gently; and stand by me!--Leave me not!--All, all will soon be over! You are already, my dear Belton, upon the bed. You have not been upon the floor. This is a strong delirium; you are faint for want of refreshment [for he had refused several times to take any thing]: let me |
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