The Story of Bessie Costrell by Mrs. Humphry Ward
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into the Frampton Infirmary. That was in November. Since then nothing
had been heard of him. John was no scholar. What if he died without coming back? There would be no trouble then, except--except with Isaac. Her mind suddenly filled with wild visions--of herself marched through the village by Watson, as she had once seen him march a poacher who had mauled one of Mr. Forrest's keepers--of the towering walls of Frampton Gaol--of a visible physical shame which would kill her--drive her mad. If, indeed, Isaac did not kill her before any one but he knew! He had been that cross and glum all these last weeks--never a bit of talk hardly--always snapping at her and the children. Yet he had never said a word to her about the drink--nor about the things she had bought. As to the 'things' and the bills, she believed that he knew nothing--had noticed nothing. At home he was always smoking, sitting silent, with dim eyes, like a man in a dream--or reading his father's old books, 'good books,' which filled Bessie with a sense of dreariness unspeakable--or pondering his weekly paper. But she believed he had begun to notice the drink. Drinking was universal in Clinton, though there was not much drunkenness. Teetotallers were unknown, and Isaac himself drank his beer freely, and a glass of spirits, like anybody else on occasion. She had been used for years to fetch his beer from the public, and she had been careful. But there were signs-- Oh! if she could only think of some way of putting it back--this thirty-odd pounds. She held her head between her hands, thinking and thinking. Couldn't that little lawyer man to whom she went every month at Bedford, to fetch her legacy money--couldn't he lend it her, and keep her money till it was paid? She could make up a story, and give him |
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