We Girls: a Home Story by A. D. T. (Adeline Dutton Train) Whitney
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it puzzled her about the others. How would they feel about it? Would
they like it, her being asked so? Would they think she ought to go? And what if she were to get into this way of being asked alone?--she the very youngest; not "in society" yet even as much as Rose and Barbara; though Barbara said _they_ "never 'came' out,--they just leaked out." That was it; that would not do; she must not leak out, away from them, with her little waltz ripples; if there were any small help or power of hers that could be counted in to make them all more valued, she would not take it from the family fund and let it be counted alone to her sole credit. It must go with theirs. It was little enough that she could repay into the household that had given itself to her like a born home. She thought she would not even ask Mrs. Holabird anything about it, as at first she meant to do. But Mrs. Holabird had a way of coming right into things. "We girls" means Mrs. Holabird as much as anybody. It was always "we girls" in her heart, since girls' mothers never can quite lose the girl out of themselves; it only multiplies, and the "everlasting nominative" turns into a plural. Ruth still sat in her white chair, with her cheek on her hand and her elbow on the window-ledge, looking out across the pleasant swell of grass to where they were cutting the first hay in old Mr. Holabird's five-acre field, the click of the mowing-machine sounding like some new, gigantic kind of grasshopper, chirping its tremendous laziness upon the lazy air, when mother came in from the front hall, through |
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