The Doomswoman - An Historical Romance of Old California by Gertrude Franklin Horn Atherton
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"How happy they are! Creatures of air and sunshine! Life in this Arcadia is an idyl." "They are not happy," said Estenega, contemptuously; "they are gay. They are light of heart through absence of material cares and endless sources of enjoyment, which in turn have bred a careless order of mind. But did each pause long enough to look into his own heart, would he not find a stone somewhere in its depths?--perhaps a skull graven on the stone,--who knows?" "Oh, Diego!" I exclaimed, impatiently, "this is a party, not a funeral." "Then is no one happy?" asked Chonita, wistfully. "How can he be, when in each moment of attainment he is pricked by the knowledge that it must soon be over? The youth is not happy, because the shadow of the future is on him. The man is not happy, because the knowledge of life's incompleteness is with him." "Then of what use to live at all?" "No use. It is no use to die, neither, so we live. I will grant that there may be ten completely happy moments in life,--the ten conscious moments preceding certain death--and oblivion." "I will not discuss the beautiful hope of our religion with you, because you do not believe, and I should only get angry. But what are we to do with this life? You say nothing is wrong nor right. What |
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