The Doomswoman - An Historical Romance of Old California by Gertrude Franklin Horn Atherton
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Such men--I never have known it to fail--are full of petty vanities
and egoisms and contemptible weaknesses, the like of which Estenega could not be capable of. No man can be perfect, and it is the man of great strength and great weakness who alone understands and sympathizes with human nature, who is lovable and magnetic, and who has the power to rouse the highest as well as the most passionate love of a woman. Such men cause infinite suffering, but they can give a happiness that makes the suffering worth while. You never will meet another man like Diego Estenega. Do not cast him lightly aside." "Do I understand," said Chonita, in a perfectly unmoved voice, "that you are counseling me to marry an Estenega and the man who would send me to Hell hereafter? Do you forget my vow?" I came to myself with a shock. In the enthusiasm of my defense I had forgotten the situation. "At least forgive him," I said, lamely. "I have nothing to forgive," she said. "He is nothing to me." I knew that it was useless to argue with her. "I have a favor to ask of you," she said. "Most of our guests leave this afternoon: will you let me sleep alone to-night?" I should have liked to put my arm about her and give her a woman's sympathy, but I did not dare. All I could do was to leave her alone. |
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