The Doomswoman - An Historical Romance of Old California by Gertrude Franklin Horn Atherton
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"Do you know what I thought as I stood by you in the church?" he
asked. "No," she said, indifferently. "I hope you prayed for the fortune of the little one." "I did not; nor did you. You were too afraid you would drop it. I was thinking how unmotherly, I had almost said unwomanly, you looked. You were made for the great world,--the restless world, where people fly faster from monotony than from a tidal wave." She looked at him with cold dignity, but flushed a little. "I am not unwomanly, seƱor, although I confess I do not understand babies and do detest to sew. But if I ever marry I shall be a good wife and mother. No Spanish woman was ever otherwise, for every Spanish woman has had a good mother for example." "You have said exactly what you should have said, voicing the inborn principles and sentiments of the Spanish woman. I should be interested to know what your individual sentiments are. But you misunderstand me. I said that you were too good for the average lot of woman. You are a woman, not a doll; an intelligence, not a bundle of shallow emotions and transient desires. You should have a larger destiny." She gave him a swift sidelong flash from eyes that suddenly looked childish and eager. "It is true," she said, frankly, "I have no desire to marry and have many children. My father has never said to me, 'Thou must marry;' and I have sometimes thought I would say 'No' when that time came. For the |
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