Paul Faber, Surgeon by George MacDonald
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find his hands both hard and heavy."
"How do you stand this trying spring weather, Mr. Drake? I don't hear the best accounts of you," said the surgeon, drawing Ruber a pace back from the door. "I am as well as at my age I can perhaps expect to be," answered the minister. "I am getting old--and--and--we all have our troubles, and, I trust, our God also, to set them right for us," he added, with a suggesting look in the face of the doctor. "By Jove!" said Faber to himself, "the spring weather has roused the worshiping instinct! The clergy are awake to-day! I had better look out, or it will soon be too hot for me." "I can't look you in the face, doctor," resumed the old man after a pause, "and believe what people say of you. It can't be that you don't even believe there _is_ a God?" Faber would rather have said nothing; but his integrity he must keep fast hold of, or perish in his own esteem. "If there be one," he replied, "I only state a fact when I say He has never given me ground sufficient to think so. You say yourselves He has favorites to whom He reveals Himself: I am not one of them, and must therefore of necessity be an unbeliever." "But think, Mr. Faber--if there should be a God, what an insult it is to deny Him existence." |
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