Clarissa Harlowe; or the history of a young lady — Volume 9 by Samuel Richardson
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leaning against the wainscot, more audibly exprest her grief than any of
the others. The lady had been silent a few minutes, and speechless, as they thought, moving her lips without uttering a word; one hand, as I said, in her cousin's. But when Mrs. Lovick, on my approach, pronounced my name, O Mr. Belford, said she, with a faint inward voice, but very distinct nevertheless--Now!--Now! [in broken periods she spoke]--I bless God for his mercies to his poor creature--all will soon be over--a few--a very few moments--will end this strife--and I shall be happy! Comfort here, Sir--turning her head to the Colonel--comfort my cousin --see! the blame--able kindness--he would not wish me to be happy --so soon! Here she stopt for two or three minutes, earnestly looking upon him. Then resuming, My dearest Cousin, said she, be comforted--what is dying but the common lot?--The mortal frame may seem to labour--but that is all!--It is not so hard to die as I believed it to be!--The preparation is the difficulty--I bless God, I have had time for that--the rest is worse to beholders, than to me!--I am all blessed hope--hope itself. She looked what she said, a sweet smile beaming over her countenance. After a short silence, Once more, my dear Cousin, said she, but still in broken accents, commend me most dutifully to my father and mother--There she stopt. And then proceeding--To my sister, to my brother, to my uncles--and tell them, I bless them with my parting breath--for all their goodness to me--even for their displeasure, I bless them--most happy has been to me my punishment here! Happy indeed! |
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