Fenwick's Career by Mrs. Humphry Ward
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of which that garret had already been the scene.
After that--some evil days! Quarrels with his father, refusals to be bound to the trade, to accept the shop as his whole future and inheritance--painful scenes with the old man, and with the customers who complained of the son's rudeness and inattention--attempts of relations to mediate between the two, and all the time his own burning belief in himself and passion to be free. And at last a time of truce, of conditions made and accepted--the opening of the new Art School--evenings of delightful study there--and, suddenly, out of the mists, Phoebe's brown eyes, and Phoebe's soft encouragement! Yes, it was Phoebe, Phoebe herself who had determined his career; let her consider that, when he asked for sacrifices! But for the balm she had poured upon his sore ambitions--but for those long walks and talks, in which she had been to him first the mere recipient of his dreams and egotisms, and then--since she had the loveliest eyes, and a young wild charm--a creature to be hotly wooed and desired, he might never have found courage enough to seize upon his fate. For her sake indeed he had dared it all. She had consoled and inspired him; but she had made the breach with his father final. When they met she was only a struggling teacher in Miss Mason's school, the daughter of a small farmer in the Vale of Keswick. Old Fenwick looked much higher for his son. So there was renewed battle at home, till at last a couple of portrait commissions from a big house near Kendal clinched the matter. A hurried marriage had been followed by the usual parental thunders. And now they had five years to look back upon, years of love and struggle and discontent. By turning his hand to many things, Fenwick had just managed to keep the wolf from the door. He had worked |
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