Fenwick's Career by Mrs. Humphry Ward
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'It isn't that!' he said, impatiently, but kissing her. 'It is that I must be my own master--I must have nothing to think of but my art--I must slave night and day--I must live with artists--I must get to know all sorts of people who might help me on. If you and Carrie came up--just at first--I couldn't do the best for myself--I couldn't, I tell you. And of course I mean the best for _you_, in the long run. If I go, I must succeed. And if I can give all my mind, I _shall_ succeed. Don't you think I shall?' He drew away from her abruptly--holding her at arm's length, scrutinising her face almost with hostility. 'Yes,' said Phoebe, slowly, 'Yes, of course you'll succeed--if you don't quarrel with people.' 'Quarrel,' he repeated, angrily. 'You're always harping on that--you're always so _afraid_ of people. It does a man no harm, I tell you, to be a bit quick-tempered. I shan't be a fool.' 'No, but--I could warn you often. And then you know,' she said, slowly, caressing his shoulder with her hand--'I could look after money. You're dreadfully bad about money, John. Directly you've got it, you spend it--and sometimes when you borrow you forget all about paying it back.' He was struck dumb for a moment with astonishment; feeling at the same time the trembling of the form which his arm still encircled. 'Well, Phoebe,' he said, at last, 'you seem determined to say |
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