The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 63, January, 1863 by Various
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page 43 of 315 (13%)
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"You're sick? Or"--
"It'll not last long, now. I only keep myself alive eating opium now and then. D' ye know? I fell by your hall to-day; had a fit, they said. It wasn't a fit; it was death, Sir." He smiled. "Why didn't you die, then?" "I wouldn't. Benny would have known then, I said,--'I will not. I must take care o' him first.' Good bye. You'd best not be seen here." And so she left him. One moment she stood uncertain, being alone, looking down into the seething black water covered with ice. "There's one chance yet," she muttered. "It's hard; but I'll try,"--with a shivering sigh; and went dragging herself along the wharf, muttering still something about Benny. As she went through the lighted streets, her step grew lighter. She lifted her head. Why, she was only a child yet, in some ways, you know; and this was Christmas-time; and it wasn't easy to believe, that, with the whole world strong and glad, and the True Love coming into it, there was no chance for her. Was it? She hurried on, keeping in the shadow of the houses to escape notice, until she came to the more open streets,--the old "commons." She stopped at the entrance of an alley, going to a pump, washing her face and hands, then combing her fair, |
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