The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 63, January, 1863 by Various
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page 54 of 315 (17%)
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"That's a good Charley," sleepily. "Good night. I'll watch for you all
the time, all the time." He was asleep,--did not waken even when she strained him to her heart, passionately, with a wild cry. "Good bye, Benny." Then she lay quiet. "We might have been good children together, if only----I don't know whose fault it is," throwing her thin arms out desperately. "I wish--oh, I do wish somebody had been kind to me!" Then the arms fell powerless, and Charley never moved again. But her soul was clear. In the slow tides of that night, it lived back, hour by hour, the life gone before. There was a skylight above her; she looked up into the great silent darkness between earth and heaven,--Devil Lot, whose soul must go out into that darkness alone. She said that. The world that had held her under its foul heel did not loathe her as she loathed herself that night. _Lot_. The dark hours passed, one by one. Christmas was nearer, nearer,--the bell tolled. It had no meaning for her: only woke a weak fear that she should not be dead before morning, that any living eye should be vexed by her again. Past midnight. The great darkness slowly grayed and softened. What did she wait for? The vile worm Lot,--who cared in earth or heaven when she died? _Then the Lord turned, and looked upon Charley_. Never yet was the soul so loathsome, the wrong so deep, that the loving Christ has not touched it once with His hands, and said, "Will you come to me?" Do you know how He came to her? how, while the unquiet earth needed Him, and the inner deeps of heaven were freshening their fairest morning light to usher in the birthday of our God, He came |
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