The Mirror of Literature, Amusement, and Instruction - Volume 20, No. 580, Supplemental Number by Various
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fallen kind!" said he, and he spoke the language most familiar to my
ear, which yet sounded like that of another world, "who have ever measured by their own small wisdom that which is infinite--drink, and be immortal! Be immortal, without the wisdom or the power belonging unto immortality. Drink!" I shrunk from the starry waters as they rose to my lip, but a power stronger than my will compelled me to their taste. The draught ran through my veins like ice. Slowly I turned to where my once-worshipped lover was leaning. The same change had passed over both. Our eyes met, and each looked into the other's heart, and there dwelt hate--bitter, loathing, and eternal hate. I had changed my nature; I was no longer the gentle, up-looking mortal he had loved. I had changed my nature; he was no longer to me the one glorious and adored being. We gazed on each other with fear and abhorrence. The dark power, whose awful brow was fixed upon us like Fate, again was shrouded in the kindling waters. By an impulse neither could control, the Spirit and I flung ourselves down the steep, blue air, but apart and each muttering, "Never! never!" And that word "never" told our destiny. Never could either feel again that sweet deceit of happiness, which, if it be a lie, is worth all truth. Never more could each heart be the world of the other. Our feelings are as little in our power as the bodily structure they animate. My love had been sudden, uncontrollable, and born not of my own will--and such was my hate. As little could I master the sick shudder his image now called up, as I could the passionate beating of the heart it had once excited. I stood alone in my solitary hall--I gazed on the eternal fire burning over the tomb of my father, and I wished it were burning over mine. For the first time I felt the limitations of humanity. The desire of my race was in me accomplished--I was immortal! |
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