The Mirror of Literature, Amusement, and Instruction - Volume 20, No. 581, December 15, 1832 by Various
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that it had few minutes to live. Sometimes it lay so still I thought the
last pang was over; when a slight convulsion would agitate its frame, and a momentary pressure of its little hands, would give the gasping father a short vain ray of hope. "You may believe, sir, that an old soldier, who has only been able to keep his own life at the expense of an eye and two of his limbs--who has lingered out many a weary day in a camp-hospital after a hot engagement--must have learnt to look on death without any unnecessary concern. I have sometimes wished for it myself; and often have felt thankful when my poor, wounded comrades have been released by it from pain. I have seen it, too, in other shapes. I have seen the death-blow dealt, when its effects have been so instant, that the brave heart's blood has been spilt, and the pulses have ceased to beat, while the streak of life and health was still fresh upon the cheek--when a smile has remained upon the lips of my brother-soldier, even after he had fallen a corpse across my path. But, oh! sir, what is all this compared with what I suffered as I watched life ebb slowly from the wound which I had myself so wantonly inflicted in the breast of a helpless, innocent child!--It was by mistake, by accident. Oh, yes! I know it, I know it well; and day and night I have striven to forget that hour. But it is of no use; the cruel recollection never leaves my mind--that piteous wail is ever in my ears!--The father's agony will follow me to the grave!"--_Legends of the Lib. at Lilies._ * * * * * |
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