The Mirror of Literature, Amusement, and Instruction - Volume 20, No. 582, December 22, 1832 by Various
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For a long time she was enabled to govern and controul her feelings, and
was silent, and, to outward seeming, resigned. She often remarked to her father, that she could, and did, say daily upon her knees, "Thy will be done,"--but that tears always followed that sincere, but mournful, exercise. However her frame at last gave way--she sunk into great weakness of body, and her mind became affected. Her father watched her with unceasing solicitude throughout her sufferings; but he was often driven from her chamber by the agony of his emotions, as she read over the fatal letter, or sung, which she did continually, that mournful song of Thecla. The world it is empty, the heart will die, There's nothing to wish for beneath the sky: Thou Holy One, call Thy child away-- I've lived and loved; and that was to-day-- Make ready my grave-clothes to-morrow. Such was the early and melancholy close of a young life of the loveliest promise. The severe and sudden horror struck hard upon her fine mind, and drove it mournfully astray. Her heart was so broken that she could not live on. But Julius Alvinzi did not then or so perish: for seventeen weeks he lay upon a hospital bed in Mantua, helpless as an infant; and finally recovered so much of health as gave him again the common promise of life. He was afterwards sent to pass the long period of his convalescence at Venice; but the Julius Alvinzi, who rode forth from Salzburgh, was no longer to be recognised: crippled in his limbs--his fine countenance disfigured by deep and unsightly scars--his complexion pale--his hair turned grey with suffering. He had already stepped on |
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