J. S. Le Fanu's Ghostly Tales, Volume 4 by Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu
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page 91 of 138 (65%)
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affecting to make light of her confessions. I had never before witnessed
a struggle at all like this, and I was awe-struck at the spectacle. At length she became comparatively calm. I did gradually succeed, though very imperfectly, in reassuring her. She strove hard against her depression, and recovered a little of her wonted cheerfulness. After a while, however, the cloud returned. She grew sad and earnest, though no longer excited; and entreated, or rather implored, of me to grant her one special favour, and this was, to avoid the society of our lodger. "I never," she said, "could understand till now the instinctive dread with which poor Margaret, in _Faust_, shrinks from the hateful presence of Mephistopheles. I now feel it in myself. The dislike and suspicion I first felt for that man--Smith, or whatever else he may call himself--has grown into literal detestation and terror. I hate him--I am afraid of him--I never knew what anguish of mind was until he entered our doors; and would to God--would to God he were gone." I reasoned with her--kissed her--laughed at her; but could not dissipate, in the least degree, the intense and preternatural horror with which she had grown to regard the poor philosophic invalid, who was probably, at that moment, poring over some metaphysical book in his solitary bedchamber. The circumstance I am about to mention will give you some notion of the extreme to which these excited feelings had worked upon her nerves. I was that night suddenly awakened by a piercing scream--I started upright in the bed, and saw my wife standing at the bedside, white as ashes with |
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