J. S. Le Fanu's Ghostly Tales, Volume 4 by Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu
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sleepiness.
Accordingly, little Fanny was soon locked in a sound sleep, while her mamma quietly pursued her work beside her. They had been perhaps some ten minutes thus circumstanced, when my wife heard the window softly raised from without--a bony hand parted the curtains, and Mr. Smith leaned into the room. She was so utterly overpowered at sight of this apparition, that even had it, as she expected, climbed into the room, she told me she could not have uttered a sound, or stirred from the spot where she sate transfixed and petrified. "Ha, ha!" he said gently, "I hope you'll excuse this, I must admit, very odd intrusion; but I knew I should find you here, and could not resist the opportunity of raising the window just for a moment, to look in upon a little family picture, and say a word to yourself. I understand that you are troubled, because for some cause you cannot say your prayers--because what you call your 'faith' is, so to speak, dead and gone, and also because what _you_ consider bad thoughts are constantly recurring to your mind. Now, all that is very silly. If it is really impossible for you to believe and to pray, what are you to infer from that? It is perfectly plain your Christian system can't be a true one--faith and _prayer_ it everywhere represents as the conditions of grace, acceptance, and salvation; and yet your Creator will not _permit_ you either to believe or pray. The Christian system is, forsooth, a _free_ gift, and yet he who formed _you_ and _it_, makes it absolutely impossible for you to accept it. _Is_ it, I ask you, from your own experience--is it a free gift? And if your own experience, in which you can't be mistaken, gives its pretensions the lie, why, in the name of |
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