Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine — Volume 53, No. 329, March, 1843 by Various
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us now!"
"How did it happen, then?" "He was honest and faithful to his purpose. I was not. He saw one object far in the distance before him, and looked neither to the right nor left, but dug his arduous way towards it. He craved not the false excitement of temporary applause, nor deemed the opinion of weak men essential to his design. He had a sacred duty to perform, which left him not the choice of action, and he performed it to the letter. He had a feeling conscience, and a reasoning heart, and the home of his youth, and the sister who had grown up with him, the father who had laboured, the mother who had striven for him, visited him by night and by day--in his silent study, and in his lonely bed, comforting, animating, and supporting him by their delightful presence." "And what did you do?" "Just the reverse of this. I had neither simplicity of aim, nor stability of affection. One slip from the path, and I hadn't energy to take the road again. One vicious inclination, and the virtuous resolves of years melted before it. The sneer of a fool could frighten me from rectitude--the smile of a girl render me indifferent to the pangs that tear a parent's heart. Look at us both. Look at him--the man whom I treated with contemptuous derision. What a return home for him--his mission accomplished--HIS DUTY DONE! Look at me, the outcast, the beggar, the despised--the author of a mother's death, a father's bankruptcy and ruin--with no excuse for misconduct, no promise for the future, no self-justification, and no hope of pardon beyond that afforded to the vilest criminal that comes repentant to the mercy throne |
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