Missing by Mrs. Humphry Ward
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for her own scattered and scanty education, she had begun to speak of it
almost with bitterness. George's talk and recollections betrayed quite unconsciously the standards of the academic or highly-trained professional class to which all his father's kindred belonged; and his only sister, a remarkably gifted girl, who had died of pneumonia at eighteen, just as she was going to Girton, seemed to Nelly, when he occasionally described or referred to her, a miracle--a terrifying miracle--of learning and accomplishment. Once indeed, she broke out in distress:--'Oh, George, I don't know anything! Why wasn't I sent to school! We had a wretched little governess who taught us nothing. And then I'm lazy--I never was ambitious--like Bridget. Do you mind that I'm so stupid--do you mind?' And she laid her hands on his knee, as they sat together among the fern, while her eyes searched his face in a real anxiety. What joy it was to laugh at her--to tease her! '_How_ stupid are you, darling? Tell me, exactly. It is of course a terrible business. If I'd only known--' But she would be serious. 'I don't know _any_ languages, George! Just a little French--but you'd be ashamed if you heard me talking it. As to history--don't ask!' She shrugged her shoulders despairingly. Then her face brightened. 'But there's something! I do love poetry--I've read a lot of poetry.' 'That's all right--so have I,' he said, promptly. |
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