The Beauty and the Bolshevist by Alice Duer Miller
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"Ah," she said, very gently, "that's it. I see. You won't believe me,
but I assure you from now on I mean to be entirely different." "Please, not too different." "Oh yes, yes, as different as possible. I've been so unhappy, and unhappy about nothing definite--that's the worst kind, only that I have not liked the life I was leading." She glanced at him appealingly. She had tried to tell this simple story to so many people, for she had many friends, and yet no one had ever really understood. Some had told her she was spoiled, more, that there was no use in trying to change her life because she would soon marry; most of them had advised her to marry and find out what real trouble was. Now, as she spoke she saw that this strange young man from the sea not only understood her discontent, but thought it natural, almost commonplace. She poured it all out. "Only the worst thing," she ended, "is that I'm not really any good. There isn't anything else that I know how to do." "I doubt that," he answered, and she began to doubt it, too. "I'm sure there are lots of things you could do if you put your mind on it. Did you ever try to write?" Now, indeed, she felt sure that he was gifted with powers more than mortal--to have guessed this secret which no one else had ever suspected. She colored deeply. "Why, yes," she answered, "I think I can--a little, only I've so |
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