The Tracer of Lost Persons by Robert W. (Robert William) Chambers
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inanity of his life. And, oh, the pity of it! For Mr. Keen and I have
taken a--a curiously personal interest in you--in your case. I say, the pity of it!" Astounded, dumb under her stinging words, he rode beside her through the brilliant sunshine, wheeled mechanically as she turned her horse, and rode north again. "And now--_now_!" she said passionately, "you turn on the woman you loved! Oh, you are not worth it!" "You are quite right," he said, turning very white under her scorn. "Almost all you have said is true enough, I fancy. I amount to nothing; I am idle, cynical, selfish. The emptiness of such a life requires a stimulant; even a fool abhors a vacuum. So I drink--not so very much yet--but more than I realize. And it is close enough to a habit to worry me. . . . Yes, almost all you say is true; Kerns knows it; I know it--now that you have told me. You see, he couldn't tell me, because I should not have believed him. But I believe you--all you say, except one thing. And that is only a glimmer of decency left in me--not that I make any merit of it. No, it is merely instinctive. For I have _not_ turned on the woman I loved." Her face was pale as her level eyes met him: "You said she was nothing to you. . . . Look there! Do you see her? Do you see?" Her voice broke nervously as he swung around to stare at a rider bearing down at a gallop--a woman on a big roan, tearing along through the |
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