Mistress and Maid by Dinah Maria Mulock Craik
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and to act in so many ways for herself, contrary to the natural and
right order of things? That old order--God forbid it should ever change!--which ordained that the women should be "keepers at home;" happy rulers of that happy little world, which seemed as far off as the next world from this poor Hilary. "What if he should look down upon me? What if he should return and find me different from what he expected?" And bitter tears burned in her eyes, as she walked rapidly and passionately along the deserted street. Then a revulsion came. "No; love is worth nothing that is not worth every thing, and to be trusted through every thing. If he could forget me--could love any one better than me--me myself, no matter what I was--ugly or pretty, old or young, rich or poor--I would not care for his love. It would not be worth my having; I'd let it go. Robert, though it broke my heart, I'd let you go." Her eyes flashed; her poor little hand clenched itself under her shawl; and then, as a half reproach, she heard in fancy the steady loving voice--which could have calmed her wildest paroxysm of passion and pain--"You must trust me, Hilary." Yes, he was a man to be trusted. No doubt very much like other men, and by no means such a hero to the world at large as this fond girl made him out to be; but Robert Lyon had, with all people, and under all circumstances, the character of reliableness. He had also--you might read it in his face--a quality equally rare, faithfulness. Not merely sincerity, but faithfulness; the power of conceiving one clear |
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