The Lamp in the Desert by Ethel M. (Ethel May) Dell
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"Perhaps I am lazy." "That isn't the reason," he said. "Why do you lead a hermit's life? Do you follow your own inclination in so doing? Or are you merely proving yourself a slave to an unwritten law?" His voice was curt; it held mastery. But yet she could not resent it, for behind it was a masked kindness which deprived it of offence. She decided to treat the question lightly. "Perhaps a little of both," she said. "Besides, it seems scarcely worth while to try to get into the swim now when I am leaving so soon." He made an abrupt movement which seemed to denote suppressed impatience. "You are too young to say that," he said. She laughed a little. "I don't feel young. I think life moves faster in tropical countries. I have lived years since I have been here, and I am glad of a rest." He was silent for a space; then again abruptly he returned to the charge. "You're not going to waste all the best of your life over a memory, are you? The finest man in the world isn't worth that." She felt the colour rise in her face as she made reply. "I hope I am not going to waste my life at all. Is it a waste not to spend it in a feverish round of social pleasures? If so, I do not think you are in a position to condemn me." |
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