The Common Law by Robert W. (Robert William) Chambers
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She looked at him with a strained, wistful expression as though begging
him to understand her: "I couldn't remain at the theatre," she said. "I had little talent--no chance except chances I would not tolerate; no companionship except what I was unfitted for by education and inclination.... The men were--impossible. There may have been girls I could have liked--but I did not meet them. So, as I had to do something--and my years of seclusion with mother had unfitted me for any business--for office work or shop work--I thought that artists might care to employ me--might give me--or let me see--be near--something of the gayer, brighter, more pleasant and youthful side of life--" She ceased, bent her head thoughtfully. "You want--friends? Young ones--with intellects? You want to combine these with a chance of making a decent living?" "Yes." She looked up candidly: "I am simply starved for it. You must believe that when you see what I have submitted to--gone through with in your studio"--she blushed vividly--"in a--a desperate attempt to escape the--the loneliness, the silence and isolation"--she raised her dark eyes--"the isolation of the poor," she said. "You don't know what that means." After a moment she added, level-eyed: "For which there is supposed to be but one outlet--if a girl is attractive." He rose, walked to and fro for a few moments, then, halting: |
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