The Mating of Lydia by Mrs. Humphry Ward
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Netta repaired to the drawing-room, and threw herself on to the
uncomfortable sofa, struggling with her tears. For about a fortnight after her marriage she had imagined herself in love with Melrose; then when the personal illusion was gone, the illusion of position and wealth persisted. He might be queer, and behave queerly in Italy. But when they returned to England she would find herself the wife of a rich English gentleman, and the gingerbread would once more be gilt. Alack! a few weeks in a poor London Lodging with no money to spend on the shops which tempted her woman's cupidity at every step; Edmund's final refusal, first laughing, then stubborn, to present her to "my devilish relations"; the complete indifference shown to her wishes as to the furnishings of the Tower; these various happenings had at last brought her to an unwelcome commerce with the bare truth. She had married a selfish eccentric, who had chosen her for a caprice and was now tired of her. She had not a farthing, nor any art or skill by which to earn one. Her family was as penniless as herself. There was nothing for it but to submit. But her temper and spirits had begun steadily to give way. _Firenze!_ As she sat in her cheerless drawing-room, hating its ugly shabbiness, and penetrated with the damp chill of the house, there swept through her a vision of the Piazza del Duomo, as she had last seen it on a hot September evening. A blaze of light--delicious all-prevailing warmth--the moist bronzed faces of the men--the girls with the look of physical content that comes in hot countries with the evening--the sun flooding with its last gold, now the new marbles of the _facciata_, now the alabaster and bronze of the Baptistery, and now the moving crowds--the flowers-baskets--the pigeons-- She lifted her eyes with a sobbing breath, and saw the gray cloud-curtain--the neglected garden--the solitary pony in the |
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