The Bell in the Fog and Other Stories by Gertrude Franklin Horn Atherton
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hurriedly withdrew it and resumed his restless march.
"This is only a nightmare, born of the night and the horrible stillness. To-morrow in the world of men it will be forgotten, and I shall rejoice.... But there will be recurring hours of stillness, of solitude. Will this night repeat itself? Will that thing on the bed haunt me? Will that cry shriek in my ears? Oh, shame on my selfishness! What am I thinking of? To let that base, degraded wretch exist, that I may live peaceably with my conscience? To let four others go to their ruin, that I may escape a few hours of torment? That I--_I_--should come to this! 'The greatest good of the greatest number. The greatest' ... 'Conscience makes cowards of us all!'" To his unutterable self-contempt and terror, he found his will for once powerless to control the work of the generations that had preceded him. His iron jaw worked spasmodically, his gray eyes looked frozen. The marble pallor of his face was suffused with a tinge of green. "I despise myself!" he exclaimed, with fierce emphasis. "I loathe myself! I will not yield! '_Conscience_'--they shall be saved, and by me. '_The greatest_'--I will maintain my intellectual supremacy--that, if nothing else. She shall die!" He halted abruptly. Perhaps she was already dead. Then he could reach the door in a bound and run down-stairs and out of the house. To be followed... He ran to the bed. The woman still breathed faintly, her mouth was twisted into a sardonic and pertinent expression. His hand sought his pocket and brought forth a case. He opened it and stared at the |
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